Live in the moments.

I just really miss my best friend, but i’m pretty sure she hates me.  
I wish I wasn’t to much of a pussy to tell her how much I need her, especially at times like these..:|   

This is how it works:
You’re young until you’re not
You love until you don’t
You try until you can’t
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath.  

I’m so fucking irritated.

I’m naked.
I’m numb.
I’m stupid.
I’m staying.
And if Cupid’s got a gun, then he’s shootin’.  
Lights black
Heads bang
You’re my drug
We live it
You’re drunk, you need it
Real love, I’ll give it
So we’re bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts
You wasted your times
On my heart
You’ve burned
And if bridges gotta fall, then you’ll fall, too
Doors slam
Lights black
You’re gone
Come back
Stay gone
Stay clean
I need you to need me

If this is what you want to be, Then be it without me.

I think I need to scream.  
Or break something.  
or scream and break something.  

Idk, Maybe I just need to get the fuck away from here.   

I wish there was a more powerful term than hate but, I fucking hate weed.