June 2011
1 post
I just really miss my best friend, but i’m pretty sure she hates me.   I wish I wasn’t to much of a pussy to tell her how much I need her, especially at times like these..:|   
Jun 2nd
May 2011
30 posts
May 25th
This is how it works: You’re young until you’re not You love until you don’t You try until you can’t You laugh until you cry You cry until you laugh And everyone must breathe Until their dying breath.  
May 23rd
I'm so fucking irritated.
May 22nd
May 22nd
I’m naked. I’m numb. I’m stupid. I’m staying. And if Cupid’s got a gun, then he’s shootin’.   Lights black Heads bang You’re my drug We live it You’re drunk, you need it Real love, I’ll give it So we’re bound to linger on We drink the fatal drop Then love until we bleed Then fall apart in parts You wasted your times On my heart...
May 22nd
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If this is what you want to be, Then be it without...
May 22nd
I think I need to scream.   Or break something.   or scream and break something.   Idk, Maybe I just need to get the fuck away from here.   
May 22nd
May 22nd
I wish there was a more powerful term than hate but, I fucking hate weed.  
May 22nd
My phone isn’t working.   My internet is barely working.   WTF do I do now?   
May 22nd
I feel so alone right now.  
May 22nd
May 22nd
3 notes
May 19th
3 tags
anonrants.
You’re a bitch and I hate you.   Get over yourself, you’re the most selfish person I’ve ever met, the whole world does not revolve around your problems.   I know you’ve always been jealous, but fuuuck.   I miss you.  
May 19th
My boyfriend is smarter than me, what would I do...
May 16th
Well what the flying fuck.
not only was i sick for 2 days but i also have a UTI from that fucking five hour energy drink!  
May 16th
I was ready to let it go.  at least for today, cause its never really letting it go. its always bottled up.    but i was so ready to let it go for today, but no. i just had to sign on t this fucking thing.  i feel like shit, i look like shit and im going to have a shit day.   I guess i’m just one not to be trusted,
May 16th
This tumblr just makes me feel ten times worse .
May 16th
FUCK.  ;dgkdkjfgdgkjdhk . im deleting this blog.  
May 16th
1 tag
May 16th
Last night was scary/fun.   I wanted to write a whole long thing about it , but I’m over it now.   I don’t feel like typing, I feel like napping.   Finally done with my projects.  I don’t even feel accomplished.  :|   
May 15th
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May 15th
Happy 6 Months @thedevilsofmyyouth
May 11th
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May 9th
I went to chrissyys new house yesterday, it was so cute :D  Sabrina fell asleep on my couch, its cute:P Made my mom super happy today:D   
May 9th
2 tags
Grr I get to see my boyfriend for a WHOLE HOUR today,  Then I don’t get to see him till friday afternoon.  
May 5th
This day last year I wanted nothing more than to crawl into a ditch and never come out.  This time last year I almost went to the hospital because my chest hurt so bad.  This time last year I woke up from a bad dream every morning.    Today,   Today I’m a hairstylist. Today I’m in love Today I still have the same best friends I’ve had for years, and they’re just as...
May 3rd
April 2011
35 posts
i’d like you write a huge long post about how hurt i am.   but words wouldn’t even express it anymore. 
Apr 30th
I haven’t been this fucking hurt in a long time.
Apr 30th
ungrateful bitch. :|
Apr 29th
New tattoo:  -Either A garder around my leg with a bow.  -“our fingerprints dont fade from the lives we touch” OR a hello kitty bow :X 
Apr 29th
WatchWatch
thedevilsofmyyouth: I will get you, Sam.  ew, weirdy!
Apr 29th
9 notes
Maybe tonight I won't have a bad dream:|
Apr 29th
I’ll keep my eyes fixed on the sun.  Even on a cloudy day. 
Apr 25th
1 tag
Apr 25th
My eyes hurts.  Break is over.  Where is my bed?  I need to shower.  Complain Complain Complain. 
Apr 25th
I don't know how I feel, I just know that I love...
Apr 25th
Apr 23rd
4 notes
“My heart is full My bags are packed I brought a picture To remember the fact...”
– The Plot In You (via thedevilsofmyyouth)
Apr 21st
2 notes
I spent around $750 yesterday...
Apr 20th
Today, I woke up depressed, Had to stop tears all day and now I’m up way too late.   No one reads my blog.   I had fun times with Spencer today though jacuzzi, ikea, and nick and norah.   I’m content I guess, Idk.  Its 3am.   excited for tomorrow.   
Apr 20th
Deep wounds are slow to heal. I wasn't always this...
Apr 19th
Sometimes I really fucking hate myself.  
Apr 19th
I have “ass. titties. ass and titties”  stuck in my head :|   I have NO idea why…  
Apr 19th
no one loves me.   except spencer, who tells me often.   
Apr 19th
Apr 19th